I'm listening to: I'll Never Break Your Heart by The Backstreet Boys

I'm feeling: pissed off & stressed

today was okay, it went from okay to extremely bad. firstly me and the guy i mentioned yesterday are friends again, which is cool :) but today at volleyball grrrrr me and isa got soooo pissed off with someone. firstly the guy started telling me how crap i was at volleyball 'cause i was playing badly and so i got pissed off 'cause i already knew that i suck and he just kept telling me over and over again how much i suck. i know i suck already, but then he moves on to insult isa and it was like wtf? at least we're playing, it's just a practice, not some championship game. but the dude was just going on and on about us making stupid moves and not playing properly and saying that if we can't play it, then we shouldn't play at all. i mean who the fuck put us into those stupid positions anyways?? HE DID. we play better in different positions, not the shit ones he put us in, even mr. powell said that we should be in different positions. so in the end isa and i both got fed up and started shouting at him and mr. powell put the dude onto the other team and we won. oh yeah, i started crying which was so stupid 'cause i was fed up off being degraded and for him insulting isa. but in the end it was okay, that dude is an asshole.

but my day has gotten better a bit, just went to get my photo taken to give for the GK trip. and i am now listening to this really hot guy sing on youtube. ohmygod he is so hot and he has a realllllly nice voice. he writes his own songs and ohmygod.... his voiceeeee. anyways i should be working on my english oral about homosexual marriage. i'm done here, it was pointless but where else would i put my anger?

xoxoxo

mags