I'm listening to: Sweet Like Chocolate by Shanks & Bigfoot

I'm feeling: really really tired

yesterday was the last day of grace kids and we started off with the fire hose bath, i wasn't planning on going but joven told me that he's gonna pull me in. so i had to go all the way home and get extra clothes. then when i came back we all sang songs and danced and stuff and then we got changed for the fire hose bath, i was standing outside, hoping not to get pulled in... but noooooo both joven and christian dragged me into it so i was completely soaked. then they all started to pull other dry people in. then i went to the side so that i could get dry and i was sunbathing with loads of other people hahaha then i was almost dry.. when suddenly joven and christian come back and pull me in again. damnit. then i thought they wouldn't pull me back in again after that but no, i was almost dry once again when both those guys and bianca carried me back in again. haha despite being carried by those guys, hate them so much, it was pretty fun running around and playing with the kids. then when it was time to get changed, the toilets was completely full cos there were about 150 people trying to get changed. so since me and bianca were really desperate, we decided to change at the side of the church. so we went to the left side, but it was already taken by the guys who were almost naked when we arrived. so we tried the other side and luckily it was empty and leah came and joined us changing at the back of church. there was also a big gap at the back between the two sides so the guys, if they walked past, could see us changing, and some did pass. but luckily they're not perverted so they weren't interested in watching us change. after that we did the usual, looked after those makulit kids and watched the play and sang and danced again and then we went to mass and we looked after the kids. then we had a meeting and my mum almost forgot about me so when almost everyone went home at 7:30 i was left with the bengkurong people and ron. so we all just waited and waited and joven told me about his problems... kesian him, of course i listened and tried to help him, that's what kapatids are for right? we're kapatids forever and ever. then when the bengku people went home i was left with ron and we were both abandoned there until about 8:45 or later but it was okay, at least we weren't alone.

then today i went back to church for cheerdance practice at 1:00 filipino time. we had loads of practice and learnt new steps and practiced and practiced and sweated like crazy and we all drank so much water and 100 plus. then at around 5 when we finished people went home and ryan showed me some magic tricks with his cards, he's so good at them, galing naman.. hahaha maksibogz el no more cah-keh, amigo es desperado. hahaha when he pretends to be mexican. then we went to pasar and they ate and then some of us stayed for the liturgical dance. so it was just about 12 of us left to dance. we finished a few minutes after eating pizza that i think Bishop bought for us. he's so thoughtful, that's why he's such an awesome Bishop. and then we did a little last minute practice of our cheerdance and then we all went home. i have just finished downloading the karaoke version of umbrella for audrey to sing yay!! i have a participant for the singing idol. and i'm gonna have to participate in the karaoke competition haha shit.

well, i have to go sleep now, i'm friggin' tired from all the dancing and making human pyramids and someone on my side of the pyramid sucks, so unhelpful. all she does is stare at my kapatid, my bro forever and ever... joven. yes ladies i know he's hot (??) but sorry, he's taken by his love, bree. you can be jealous if you want, but there's nothing that can keep this guy's mind off her, so no chance. anyways yes, back to sleep right? okay see you losers later.

I MISS MY KIDS SOOOOO FRIGGIN' MUCH. ESPECIALLY ALL THOSE WHO MADE ME LAUGH AND HUGGED ME. I LOVE ALL THOSE NAUGHTY ONES ALSO.

xoxoxo

mags